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Tina — I read Jules Evans’ coverage of your story. However, he didn’t mention anything about PTSD as it relates to women who have postpartum depression. I felt that was a bit of an oversight, unfortunately. Hormones and reproductive issues are part of the overall condition, but it doesn’t paint the whole picture as many women with PPD have histories of childhood trauma.

Anyways, I’m happy I finally found your Substack article here which is now providing me with a fuller perspective on your work. I appreciate the open letter you wrote to the FDA. There’s a lot I could say about how I felt Lykos/MAPS treated women during the MDMA trial. For me, it wasn’t an issue about how women with reproductive issues were treated (although I see that there are valid concerns) — it’s how women with childhood trauma and sexual abuse histories were treated as I am a survivor. I feel that Lykos manipulated the data to make it look better for a veteran population they were courting for political reasons while at the same time showing an insensitivity regarding the specific needs of women with complex PTSD. The more I’ve learned about the conduct at MAPS, the more deplorable it looks.

Don’t know if you saw the reporting by Sasha Sisko here:

https://sashasisko.substack.com/p/an-open-letter-to-committee-on-publication

It’s pretty shocking how the psychotherapeutic component was developed in the first place by Mithoefer who thought it was fine to roll around on the ground with female patients while they’re under the influence of MDMA.

It’s therefore not entirely surprising that ethical breaches would have occurred during the course of the trial as you referenced:

“Sexual Assault - A research participant was sexually assaulted by her therapist during an MDMA phase 2 trial conducted by MAPS. The assault was recorded on camera, and the FDA noted an investigation.”

This ^ is the very therapist who was recommended to me for ketamine assisted psychotherapy. I wrote a letter to the clinic after I watched the video as I was scheduled for an intake with this therapist. I made it clear on no uncertain terms that I would not feel safe in such a setting. I also offered to provide them with thoughts about how they could improve the clinical experience for women with childhood experiences of sexual abuse. They were not interested in my feedback. So I follows up with another letter to Reagan Udall Foundation with my concerns about the research from a survivor’s perspective. Not sure if they read it as I am not representing an organization.

There’s a lot of hubris among the clinics that were planning to be the first to roll out MDMA treatment in the Bay Area. Even though I would probably be an ideal candidate for MDMA treatment, I would not feel comfortable moving forward with it given what I know of the clinicians, their general approach to therapy and ethics. It’s an issue of trust. And that trust, I believe, must be earned by women who are will be future recipients of cutting edge psychedelic treatments.

Women with PTSD need their allies. I wish you the best with your future work.

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Elizabeth Shuler's avatar

Thank you for this amazing write up. I'm in the decrim camp, myself, but I get why legalization is a step lots of people are hoping for.

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